alright... i think i ACTUALLY have time for a quick update.

school's been... school. i'm slowly falling into the rutine of things... so happy i have awesome teacheres... they're great. well, most of them.

alright... i'm supposed to post songs and poems on this, so i guess i'll post a few... some i made up, some i didn't. some are just quotes, too.

This is my gay emo one.

Tonight's the night,
Tonight we'll shine.
Just you and me,
Your heart and mine.
Tonight we'll dance on a glass ballroom floor.
Tonight your heart and mine will soar.
Take my hand and let us dance
To a tune so sad, so sad, but grand.
Bringing back memories of you and me.
You, king of my world, and I was your queen.
Together we ruled over forrests of love,
Desserts of pain and oceans of love.
We'd sit in our cassle of tears of joy
And take our hearts and use them as toys.
And we'd bask in the scent of cheep perfume
Drinking cheep wine, and singing cheep tunes.
And the tunes, oh those tunes still play in my head
They remind me of things that I wish I'd said.
I went back today to sit on our throne.
The one place I thought I'd never go to alone.
Our room is so dark, our throne is so cold,
The scent has been lost, the wine is so old.
And i miss you, my darling. I miss you so much.
The sound of your laugh, the warmth of your touch.
Now sorrow and grief run down my face.
Knowing those memories cannot be eraced.
And I want to forget! Or I think I do.
I want to discard every memory but you.
Because when I think of you, I feel serenity.
For only in you I knew my identity.
And so this is how it ends, I bid thee farewell.
While I picture the lifetime I'll live in this spell.</3

~*~

This is my everyday prayer.

Jesus, Thank you for my blessings,
Thank you for my life.
Thank you for all those times you've seen me through the night.
Thank you for my struggles,
Thank you for my fears.
Thank you when I feel alone, you'll always be right here.
Thank you that I'm tender, Thank you that I'm weak.
Thank you when I can't go on, You'll always carry me.
Thank you for my problems, Thank you for my strife.
Thank you that when I'm feeling down I know I'll be alright.<3

~*~

alright, that's it for now. i'll update more later when i have the chance.

ex oh

-=car*ssa=-

...the queen of glass...

~...he loves me, he loves me not...~